Rain

So, finally the monsoon has arrived in Delhi. It was a wonderful evening yesterday. The moment I get out of office, it started raining heavily, buses were jammed with people. Roads were blocked with water, Metro stopped operating. Instead of all this, it was great to feel the heavy rain. I was totally soaked with water while waiting for bus. Overall, it was a great evening. I reached home and had a refreshing cu of tea and talked to "S" (one of my good friends). He's the one I can bitch about how life sucks these days. Though he's an asshole, but I love his sense of humor. See, I'm bitching about him too. Lollzz.. Then went to sleep. Today morning was refreshing and beautiful. I got late for office but then I took an auto and guess what, a handsome hunk was sitting besides me. Loolllzzzz... Girls will be girls. Anyways, it feels great to be in office now. Have got loads of work to finish. Catch you later.

Yeah, one more thing. Here is an interesting post by one of my blogger friends: "AK" . Since I can't copy and paste it, I'm giving the link. Those who are feeling low about anything can read it and get some inspiration.

http://travelawait.blogspot.com/2010/07/live-while-you-are-alive.html#comment-form

Til later,
Take Care,
Ann

Confused

It may seem a very depressing post to you all. But, As it's the place where I want to be what I am. So, I am writing whatever I am feeling right now.

Feeling very low. nothing seems to be positive. I am still not clear what I want out of myself. Though I know the value of my Job, I know how hard I fought to get this job, this position. Still not contented with whatever I am doing.

I know, I don't love my ex anymore, still whenever he calls me up. His conversations leave me depressed and I wander why I pick up his calls. Can't I tell him, just get lost. Not I think I can never do that.

I know, I am about to get married may be in a year or 6 months. But still not excited.

Though many people tell me, you look good, still I get jealous looking at other beautiful ladies sometimes.

I don't know where I am going. I really don't know what I want??? One of my friend was telling me that We "Leos" have very frequent mood swings. May be it's one of those bad days.

Thanks for bearing the depressing post.

Yeah one more update: May we need to work for one more hour from this week. It's really tough to be a "Corporate Bitch"

I want a change .........

Feeling sooooo low now. I don't have boyfriend (Better to stay away from those bastards), with whom I can kill time or just share some loving moments. Though I don't regret being single, sometimes feel soooo aloofed and feel jealous from those who are madly in love with their partners (May god bless them). Don't feel like talking on phone, watching movies, nothing at all. Just want to go deep into my nutshell which nobody can invade. This monotonous life is killing me inside. Really want a change :(