Showing posts with label moods. Show all posts
Showing posts with label moods. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

My First Ever Guest Blog Post

Today I have something to share with you all. Yes, I am very happy and excited for writing my first ever Blog post as a Guest Blogger on Ms. R's Blog. First of all I would like to congratulate Ms. R on completion of her 100th post and then thanks to the Lady, who gave me the pleasure to write a Blog Post for her. I'm soooo excited. And would like you all read my Post titled "Longing" on her Blog. Please do express your views, as they are the most important source of motivation...


Monday, July 12, 2010

Rain

So, finally the monsoon has arrived in Delhi. It was a wonderful evening yesterday. The moment I get out of office, it started raining heavily, buses were jammed with people. Roads were blocked with water, Metro stopped operating. Instead of all this, it was great to feel the heavy rain. I was totally soaked with water while waiting for bus. Overall, it was a great evening. I reached home and had a refreshing cu of tea and talked to "S" (one of my good friends). He's the one I can bitch about how life sucks these days. Though he's an asshole, but I love his sense of humor. See, I'm bitching about him too. Lollzz.. Then went to sleep. Today morning was refreshing and beautiful. I got late for office but then I took an auto and guess what, a handsome hunk was sitting besides me. Loolllzzzz... Girls will be girls. Anyways, it feels great to be in office now. Have got loads of work to finish. Catch you later.

Yeah, one more thing. Here is an interesting post by one of my blogger friends: "AK" . Since I can't copy and paste it, I'm giving the link. Those who are feeling low about anything can read it and get some inspiration.

http://travelawait.blogspot.com/2010/07/live-while-you-are-alive.html#comment-form

Til later,
Take Care,
Ann

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Anyways ...

Hi All!

I have loads to write about but my current state is not allowing me to discuss anything. I have severe cold and really irritated at this moment. The temperature in Delhi is dropping down day by day. And can you imagine yesterday night, there was zero visibility in the N.C.R region. God knows, how we managed to reach home after work. Anyways, enough of this weather report. Here is an interesting questionnaire that I found on Dip's (one of my favorite blogger friends) Blog. So, read on if you want to know more about me :)


1. What is your current obsession?
I have to, have to meet my buddy asap. Waiting for him to come back.

2. What are you wearing today?
Maroon Pullover, Blue jeans, shoes, and a brick red colored stoll (ok shawl, those who don't know what a stoll is)

3. What’s for dinner?
Chapati and some sabzi.

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
A T-colored jacket from Sarojini market and a sexy cap.

5. What are you listening to right now?
Sajdaa from "My Name is Khan". Looking forward to watch the movie.

6. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
Anywhere in N.C.R (Delhi-Gurgaon-Noida) region with my loving hubby.

7. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
Goggles, a face wash and a good sunscreen lotion.

8. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Taipei, Taiwan.

9. Which language do you want to learn?
Any that only few people understand so that I can speak louder without worrying for anyone.

10. What’s your favorite quote?
You need to be selfish sometimes - my self made quote.

11. Who do you want to meet right now?
My Buddy

12. What is your favorite color?
Blue

13. Give us 3 styling tips that work for you.
  • Don't touch your face frequently.
  • Drink loads of water
  • Be comfortable in your own skin

14. What is your dream job?
To be a loving wife and a doting mother.

15. What’s your favorite magazine?
I hardly read magazines. But novels do grab my attention.

18. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
Get a hair cut, bring some gifts for my family and Ashu.

19. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
Wearing something that you are not comfortable carrying.

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Medium-length, straight, silky, highlighted, healthy

21. What are you going to do after this?
Complete my office assignments.

22. What are your favorite movies?
Titanic, Kabhi Alvidaa na Kehnaa

23. What inspires you?
My Buddy. He inspires me a lot.

24. What do your friends call you most commonly?
Annie

25. Would you prefer coffee or tea?
Coffee

26. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
Call Ashu or listen to songs if he's busy.

27. What makes you go wild?
People showing attitude.

28. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
All on my blog-list

29. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
I love gulab jamun. Jalebis and kaju ki barfi come next.

30. How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
seven

31. Favorite Season?
April-May

32. If someone come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
I would rather order something. It's too cold out here.

33. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
Totally ignore them or stop contacting them. I don't want negative people around me.

34. What are you afraid of the most?
Lizards. I am even afraid of writing this word. Ewwwww...

35. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
That how can someone be so beautiful. Lollzzz...

36. What brings a smile on your face instantly?
Kids. I know, it's very typical. But I love kids.

37. A word that you say a lot?
Anyways or Annie's way :)

38. When was the last time you had sex?
Not yet.

39. What would you do if you were made President of India for one day?
I will remove the condition to have passport and visa to visit other countries and vice versa.


Feeling better now. Will start working for my targets. Hope you all enjoyed reading this. Will be back with some more updates. Till then, take care.

Love,
Ann

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Excited !!!!

I am very pissed off... Usually I am... Nothing new... and so do I write Blog for, to make others feel pissed off...

LoLzzz... Nothing like that... A lot is going on in life these days... Can't disclose right now... May be I'll disclose it one by one to add an element of surprise... Yeah, I know, everything has its own charm of that too when it is told on right time...But, as off now, the news is: "I have got a new job". Will Leave my current organization after one week... Quite excited for the new job and looking forward to a great future... May God Bless me... HeHeHeHe... I know I'm selfish Chick... But you know, I'm like that... Over and Out...

Love you all...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Circle of Influence - Makes a lot of Difference

Another pleasant morning with new hope and positive energy. The moment I got up from my bed, first thought that popped into my mind was: O.M.G, I'm late, rushed get ready. I could not even grab a sandwich or cup of tea, my cab people called me up : "Maaa'm ! your cab is waiting for you". Within 10 minutes I boarded the cab. Meanwhile the vendor called me up twice to inquire whether I have boarded the cab or not? Disgusting, and then started the fight. He blamed me for late boarding and I blamed him for informing me late. In short, I was so pissed off after that whole conversation (As you all know, I hate fighting or arguing with people :), and really try to avoid such situations). But sometimes, you can't control other people's frame of mind and the way behave.

Anyways, So, I was so pissed off that I called up my support system, my best friend to tell him about the incidence (At last we all need someone to bear all our frustration). So, I called him up and as another discussion session, he told me about the concept "Circle of Influence". Some of you might be aware of the term and concept. But as I was not familiar with the concept he explained me things by taking simple instance. Like take one instance:

First Instance: You got up late >> left for office in a hurry >> bad roads and traffic jam made you more frustrated >> then you reached office >> did some mistake in task >> Angry Manager calls you to discuss your mistakes >> and it left you more frustrated ... And what's the end result, your whole day got spoil.

Second Instance: You got up 15 minutes before the regular time >> Got ready >> Left for office on time >> no heavy traffic jams >> reached office on time >> Delivered your tasks on time >> Your boss satisfied >> And rewards :) ... Result: At the end of the day, you are happy and content.

So, what's the difference? just by changing the habit of getting up 15 minutes before your normal schedule, made your day. This is the circle of influence where one event influenced the other and made a lot of difference.

Moral of the Story: We can't control other people perceptions, actions and behaviors. So, rather than worrying about things which we can not control like traffic jams, bad mood of boss, bad roads, we should look in to ourselves and try to find out what are the other options which I can go for, to make my life more easy...

Think upon it .. I know it's very easy to give "GYAAN", but difficult to implement it. But try and change some of your habits or look out for other options which can make your life more easy and interesting. Till then Enjoy the roller coaster ride :)

PS: Thanks to my best friend for introducing me to "Circle of Influence".


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Loneliness Kills Me

Sitting Alone in my office department on my seat, I am feeling soooo scared deep down inside. Not Scared of any ghost or Lizard (My phobia), but I am scared of the loneliness. As nobody has arrived yet, I am alone in the department, doing my work. But negative thoughts are constantly clouding my mind, all the insecurities shrinking my heart and making me feel so helpless. To avoid that negative thing, I tried to distract my thoughts to something else, read some blogs, wrote some content, did some usual reporting stuff but all in vain. That feeling of loneliness is there. And one thing I must admit I am Scared of it.

Though I am a reserved person, become choosy while making friends but I need people around me to feel alive. Otherwise, I feel so scared and low. I avoid such kinda situation in which I may be left alone, but if I am alone all these negative thoughts keep coming to my mind. Thank God, one of the colleagues has arrived... Feels like life has come back. And yeah thanks to Blogging that I can take it out by writing. See ya Guys.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Confused

It may seem a very depressing post to you all. But, As it's the place where I want to be what I am. So, I am writing whatever I am feeling right now.

Feeling very low. nothing seems to be positive. I am still not clear what I want out of myself. Though I know the value of my Job, I know how hard I fought to get this job, this position. Still not contented with whatever I am doing.

I know, I don't love my ex anymore, still whenever he calls me up. His conversations leave me depressed and I wander why I pick up his calls. Can't I tell him, just get lost. Not I think I can never do that.

I know, I am about to get married may be in a year or 6 months. But still not excited.

Though many people tell me, you look good, still I get jealous looking at other beautiful ladies sometimes.

I don't know where I am going. I really don't know what I want??? One of my friend was telling me that We "Leos" have very frequent mood swings. May be it's one of those bad days.

Thanks for bearing the depressing post.

Yeah one more update: May we need to work for one more hour from this week. It's really tough to be a "Corporate Bitch"

Friday, May 22, 2009

I Miss You

Some grudges and wounds leave their marks forever. No matter, how many years pass, somewhere down the line we all still feel hurt for some or the other loss. Today I was just discussing things with one of my friends. And yeah, we are sailing on the same boat I suppose. Not able to come out of our respective pasts.

I know I gave my 100% to my previous relationship, still it didn't work out. I know he didn't deserve me. I know he was not that into me. Still, why do I still miss him. At the end of the Day, why I ask God what went wrong? Can't he come back and say "Yes I love you and I need you". I know It's not gonna happen. Still we keep hoping for things.

Rite now, I am neither hurt nor happy, but still feel something is missing.



Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Friends Forever

I am feeling very happy today. You must be wondering why? Actually my best friend came to see me in my office. I know it's not a big deal as compared to what he has done for me in past 7-8 years. Tolerated my impatient behavior, supported through my thick and thins, always motivated me to do better and achieve whatever I wanted to and much more which I can't explain on this Blog. He came here just to see me as our work schedules don't allow us to meet otherwise. Though I was telling him not to come as we can not meet our friends in office for more than 10-15 minutes. But he took all the pain to come and see me. And now I am feeling that these small efforts and things really matter a lot to make the bond more stronger. Feeling too good about it. At least a small change in my daily routine filled me with all the positive energy. And I am happy that I am blessed with so many wonderful people.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Enjoying

As they say Women love Make up and Shopping when they are depressed. This is true for me. Yesterday, I was feeling not so Good, went home, slept, woke up and listened to some of my favorite songs. Another hectic Day was ahead of me. So, to make it more interesting and refreshing, I decided to put my new dress, which I bought last weekend (that shopping was also done to cheer me up). So, finally I put the dress, put some make up and left for the Office. And see what, I was already feeling Gooood. Alps and Samy gave me nice complements. We clicked some picture and believe me Samy is a great photographer. So, we clicked some pics. People were giving nice complements and all this filled me with loads of positive energy and here I am now, happy, relaxed and working positively. So, Ladies, believe me it works!!! Do some changes, and feel good about it. After all, it's all about the inner contentment :)

And one more thing, Happy Weekend :) Do lots of shopping, go out with friends and Enjoy...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Flowing with the Time

“Guzari hui zindagi ko yaad na kar , taqdeer me jo likha hai tu uski fariyad na kar. Jo hoga wo hokar rahega, tu fikar me uski apni hansi barbaad na kar.”


Read these line on one of my friends Blog and went back in my past when I had much more to worry about. Friends to fight with, boyfriend to hang around with, the enthusiasm to explore life kept me busy and entertained. But the scenario has changed now in past few couple of years. I got the job, came out of a miserable relationship, made new friends, achieved many things which I ever dream of. Though a lot is happening around me these days, I feel freezed sometimes. No emotions, no strings attached, nothing to expect, monotonous routine have made me a bit mechanical. I don't complain, as it makes me feel miserable. So, just flowing with the time. Don't know where it would take me.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I want a change .........


Feeling sooooo low now. I don't have boyfriend (Better to stay away from those bastards), with whom I can kill time or just share some loving moments. Though I don't regret being single, sometimes feel soooo aloofed and feel jealous from those who are madly in love with their partners (May god bless them). Don't feel like talking on phone, watching movies, nothing at all. Just want to go deep into my nutshell which nobody can invade. This monotonous life is killing me inside. Really want a change :(