Love Is Magic ....

So, early morning, Me and my buddy had a short conversation. He was convincing me on how lucky I am being single while I was trying to prove him that he has his own benefits of being in a relationship. Really, sometimes, if we keep aside marriage, career and possessiveness, then how beautiful it feels being in love. Just the two of you know, how deeply you care about the other person. Those short messages, calls, leg pulling make us feel so special. At least someone is there who belongs to your soul. Nobody can snatch away those special moments, memories and feelings from you. Really it feels great to be in love and lo be loved by the one whom you love. And as I always say and believe: "Love is Magic"and nobody knows when this magic leaves you with memories you will cherish for lifetime. So, Keep Loving and Keep Rocking.

Love,
Ann

Rant...

yesterday had been one of the worst days .. when I was upset whole day. in d morning I had a fight wid my husband and we both ended up not speaking to each other. sometimes I think about why we come under our parent's pressure and tie ourselves wid a person we do not love or respect. I know he loves me and cares for me but sometimes his arrogance and dominance is beyond my tolerance. by the end of the day, he again pinged my mil (mother-in-law) wid something I didn't like. these mils are impossible to understand sometimes. my mother in law gives me so many instructions everyday day that it becomes difficult for me to live freely. I am consioous everytime dat i might . I would not say that she is a bad person, but she wants everything according to her. nd it has started irritating me. I try to keep my patience but now am loosing it.

I feel guilty also dat dont i want to stay with my in laws? but they create such situations that we start disliking dem. anyways, it was such a bad day. nd on top of dat, I dreamt about my ex. I often see him in my dreams . Do i still love him. I he was d one I loved, then y destiny didnt got us together. Thought all da day about him. Where he has been. Does he also miss me nd how much. These thought often come to my mind

Is life dat tough or we over react much.

PS: pls ignore typo.

Zindagi Gulzar Hai

I would start this post with an Urdu quote that very much relates to my situation these days.

"Achhe waqto ki tammmanna me rahi umren rawaan; waqt aisa tha ki bas naaz uthate guzra"

Meaning: Most of the times we imagine and wait for the best times to come, but the time has its own terms and conditions, and leaves us unfulfilled and unsatisfied.

It's happening with me since past few years; I am looking forward to the future rather than living in the present. Before marriage I wanted to get married, I got married, and then I wanted everyone to love me, accept me, worked for it and succeeded to some extent. The I was waiting for my baby, worrying all the times, how I would be able to manage; many thoughts used to come to my mind, like; will I be able to adjust well with my in laws? (as I had to shift to my in laws place with the baby), she came bought happiness, I shifted to my in law's place, everything happened and taken care of well. Some days bought bad moods, post natal depression while others were happy and really satisfying.

Then I started waiting when will I go back to my own home, to my husband where I can live as per my convenience, counted days, and still counting….

But in all this I forgot that I have to live and cherish this phase also. Although I enjoy company of my daughter, my mother in law but somewhere in back of my mind, I have always been looking forward for the best times.

But now, something is changing; I have started thinking by keeping myself in their shoes.

So, what about those thoughts of going back??

I have come to the conclusion, that every time has its own share of happy moments and sad ones too (which won’t matter after a while), then why do we always wait for the perfect time to come?

I think there is no perfect time, it’s only our way of perceiving it.

PS: Zindagi Gulzar Hai :)

Loads of Love,

Annie

Being Married

So life has been a roller coaster ride in this past one year... discussions, arguments, disagreements, fights, love, emotions are few words to sum up this past 11 months journey.

Well, we all have a picture for perfect married life, expectations related to our partner. But when the reality strikes, it can be a totally different picture from what we have imagined. The same happened to us :) .. the dream land became argument land and then confusions, tears, misbehavior took place of love. I think most of the married people can relate to me while the unmarried can imagine my situation. So, like every other couple we had our share of fights and disagreements. In this short span of time I have understood that even if you have get lot of ideas from other married couple about this concept married, but being married is totally a different experience which you can understand only after getting married. You can be  in your worst version at a moment while at the other moment you feel like sacrificing your everything for your better half. The same happened to us.

So, after completing 11 months, I can say that we both have accepted each other the way we are and now we know that no one is perfect. We miss each other's company whenever we are far away. Love is blooming... and now I can totally relate to one of my good friends words: the first year of every married life is very crucial and is the foundation for your married life especially if it is an arranged marriage.

Next month on 22nd January, we will be celebrating our first anniversary and hope the coming years be filled with joy, happiness and love. Here is a song (from the movie PK) dedicated to this new relationship.

Ms. Engaged :)

Well, it's been a while, I being away from my space. Although I missed the "Moments" (the blog) a lot but something or the other kept me occupied. So, now am back and that too with a good and a BIG news. The day I had been waiting since I got the sense of the world, has finally arrived in my life too. Long wait, anticipations, bad moods have finally bought me something worth waiting for. OK enough of this foundation..

Here it goes. I am engaged !!! :) yes I am .. The day I had visualized again and again in my lifespan till now has finally become the reality. So, guys I am engaged to a wonderful person and I am Happy :) . Love is in the Air and I am loving it...

It's a beautiful feeling I must say. Now there are no hurries and no worries. No insecurities and no possessiveness. I know this person is whom I was waiting for and will be there for me always. Amen ! As they say, It's a new beginning. I hope this new road take both of us to a beautiful journey with loads of pleasant surprises ahead. We both need your best wishes and luck.


I will be sharing more stories of this new beginning with you all... :)


Love you all.
Ann 

Inspirational........

Life Is Good ...

Well there is a lot to share since I've posted last time but work kept me occupied and as I have joined the new organization so, it took some time to bring everything on track. Today is the weekend so am quite excited and thought of writing a blog post.

The new organist is quite good as people and work both are fine. Recently I discovered a new interest of mine. I like taking pictures. And now i have the new smartphone :) , i take pictures frequently, though I am not a good photographer, but i try to capture some natural clicks.

Here are few of them:

This is the first picture I took from my Smartphone :) which I bought on this Diwali

This is my nephew Vedant who is a big fan of Salman khan :)

Fireworks on Diwali Eve

Well, these are jut a few.. will post more when I'll improve on my skills. :) Till then, Take Care..