I love you All

So, this is not like a regular Monday. Today I was feeling great while coming to the office. The weekend had been really boring and hectic. As My mother is not at home, I had to take care of all the household work and Cooking part. And believe me, it's really tough to be a house wife. All the time I was wandering about what to prepare for Breakfast. As soon as the breakfast was over, I use to think about the Lunch and then dinner. OMG... Though it was not that bad, but temperature in Delhi is soo hot that it was really tough to be in Kitchen all the time.

Then I realized how Every housewife performs a thankless job, which we working people don't realize. I was missing my mother all the time. When I was a kid, I used to make faces, when I didn't like any dish and used to become so adamant at times. But really, Moms are the best. In fact I've seen my mom taking care of even smallest things just to provide us the best comforts, so that we can do well in our studies. Really, missing you Mommy.

Somehow, I managed to cook food for these 2 days. Today I got up late. So, my little Brother, compromised for Lunch. Said you need not to prepare it, I'll have something from outside. After all, Family is Family, they give you the unconditional love. Love you Mom, Dad, Sis and of Course my little Bro (who treats me like a kid... LOL) ..

Confused

It may seem a very depressing post to you all. But, As it's the place where I want to be what I am. So, I am writing whatever I am feeling right now.

Feeling very low. nothing seems to be positive. I am still not clear what I want out of myself. Though I know the value of my Job, I know how hard I fought to get this job, this position. Still not contented with whatever I am doing.

I know, I don't love my ex anymore, still whenever he calls me up. His conversations leave me depressed and I wander why I pick up his calls. Can't I tell him, just get lost. Not I think I can never do that.

I know, I am about to get married may be in a year or 6 months. But still not excited.

Though many people tell me, you look good, still I get jealous looking at other beautiful ladies sometimes.

I don't know where I am going. I really don't know what I want??? One of my friend was telling me that We "Leos" have very frequent mood swings. May be it's one of those bad days.

Thanks for bearing the depressing post.

Yeah one more update: May we need to work for one more hour from this week. It's really tough to be a "Corporate Bitch"

Few Updates

So, Here I am writing another Post. I don't have much to share this time. Just took rest on Weekend. It had been the most boring weekend since I have started working. Either I was sleeping or sitting in front of television like vegetable.

Could not eat my favorite dishes because of bad throat. Though I have not recovered yet, but feeling better than before. Came here to share a few updates with you guys. :

1. Here is My Batch... from Ms. R ! for the Guest Blog Post I wrote for her Blog "Expressive Silence". Thanks Ms. R ! Love your Work :) Keep Posting and Keep Rocking...


2. Feeling sooo hungary. Our Manager is giving us a Pizza Party... Waiting for that to come. After 4-5 days of bad taste, I can't resist the temptation to have Pizza..

3. Working fst to finish my targets so that I can catch a restful sleep tonight :)

Till then , Love you All,
Take Care,

Down with Fever

It's been 3-4 days, since I am struggling hard to fight with fever, bad throat and severe cold. But now the situation is getting out of control, it's hard to manage and work. I could easily take an off, but I think I have become so used to work, that I feel bored at home relaxing alone. So, I opted to come and work. But as it's hard now, I really need to take some rest. T.G.I.F. (Thank God It's Friday), finally the day has come. Now I can relax at home and catch a good movie on my new Lappy (Laptop) with my Bro and Mom :) Not feeling like working, feeling exhausted as all my energy level has gone down.. Looking forward to a relaxing WEEKEND. Till then, Happy Weekend Guys.

Enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......................... :)

I Miss You

Some grudges and wounds leave their marks forever. No matter, how many years pass, somewhere down the line we all still feel hurt for some or the other loss. Today I was just discussing things with one of my friends. And yeah, we are sailing on the same boat I suppose. Not able to come out of our respective pasts.

I know I gave my 100% to my previous relationship, still it didn't work out. I know he didn't deserve me. I know he was not that into me. Still, why do I still miss him. At the end of the Day, why I ask God what went wrong? Can't he come back and say "Yes I love you and I need you". I know It's not gonna happen. Still we keep hoping for things.

Rite now, I am neither hurt nor happy, but still feel something is missing.

Friends Forever

I am feeling very happy today. You must be wondering why? Actually my best friend came to see me in my office. I know it's not a big deal as compared to what he has done for me in past 7-8 years. Tolerated my impatient behavior, supported through my thick and thins, always motivated me to do better and achieve whatever I wanted to and much more which I can't explain on this Blog. He came here just to see me as our work schedules don't allow us to meet otherwise. Though I was telling him not to come as we can not meet our friends in office for more than 10-15 minutes. But he took all the pain to come and see me. And now I am feeling that these small efforts and things really matter a lot to make the bond more stronger. Feeling too good about it. At least a small change in my daily routine filled me with all the positive energy. And I am happy that I am blessed with so many wonderful people.

Enjoying

As they say Women love Make up and Shopping when they are depressed. This is true for me. Yesterday, I was feeling not so Good, went home, slept, woke up and listened to some of my favorite songs. Another hectic Day was ahead of me. So, to make it more interesting and refreshing, I decided to put my new dress, which I bought last weekend (that shopping was also done to cheer me up). So, finally I put the dress, put some make up and left for the Office. And see what, I was already feeling Gooood. Alps and Samy gave me nice complements. We clicked some picture and believe me Samy is a great photographer. So, we clicked some pics. People were giving nice complements and all this filled me with loads of positive energy and here I am now, happy, relaxed and working positively. So, Ladies, believe me it works!!! Do some changes, and feel good about it. After all, it's all about the inner contentment :)

And one more thing, Happy Weekend :) Do lots of shopping, go out with friends and Enjoy...